Heart don't fail me now.

It's currently 1.48 am.midnight.alone.talking to my blog.pathetic.

With just a booze of music and silence of my Facebook.I'm gone down to my emo mood now.

Facebook.Pathetic.

Content. Sleepy. But don't feel like sleeping.

Am I that pathetic.

Am I a fool once before, ever again?

I worship those who can understand this post

For once, I also don't get my words.

Confused.Quiet.

Oh , the silence overpowers everything.

Half a year has past by,

yet releasing my emotions here.

desperate of finding answers.

Answers that I must create .

Feeling not worthy for a easy path and have no enthusiasm.

Feeling pity for those who deserve this privilege.

The silence has now made me realize something.

Maybe I'm just over thinking.

Maybe I just need more answers.

Maybe I just need to sleep.

I should be happy. no?

No matter how hard I try,I turned back,glance,and walk away step by step,taking every breath that I can.
Unsure of my destination,while grabbing every chance I can during the journey.
Before proceeding to the next path, look back and realize that I'm not the same anymore.

Will I ever stand a chance to recover? 
It just feels like it has been like forever .

Confession of your past

Days and years had past very fast, do you still remember me?

The only song that can remind me of you is sorry I can't smile for you.
The only word that I can think of about you is sorry.

I can't say much.



But all I can say is. Please move on. I'm a bad person.You deserves better.
I'm tired. please forgive me