Scared and screwed

I'm basically the 2S now. what's the 2S stands for ?

• scared
• screwed

I'm screwed because I'm so scared of making a decision might change my life forever.

I'm scared because I'm so screwed that I myself also don't even know what I want in my life.

I wish I have someone to give me good advice .

where are you when I needed you ? you were never there.

Meeting you was never a mistake nor I sometimes kinda regretted it. Somehow, you've washed away all the tears and pain that were in my heart.Though you showed me how wonderful can life be and never fail to make me smile ,I'll always knew that you will stood me up in the end.Is it worth it to let go of someone just for the sake of their happiness? why can't we be happy too? In order to let another person happy, we must just stand by and suffer? I guessed that's just part of life rite.let's just accept facts.

So far, everyone isn't giving me any good advice. How.

Went to The Gardens/Garden (not sure )

That restaurant is giving serious 10% discount to alot alot alot , I meant alot of people .

1. Vior membership card holder
2. Maybank card holder and don't know what bank also got
3. Sunway Uni student

somehow, I find this very funny.

because I'm 3 of the above. okayyyyy :O

All I can say is that the interior is freaking nice. It reminds me of a person's house. The white piano is so charming.Most of the furniture and deco in there are either green or white O.O

There's a fountain outside the balcony too.

And what I can say is that I'm super impressed with the hospitality they offer :D I mean, hey, I've been to alot of this kind of restaurant but I never thought that a waiter would actually pulled and gently pushed the chair as I sat down .Such a gentlemen perhaps?I dk . I'm not sure either. There's no doubt that his smile is kinda cute too :D , I don't know it's because of the lighting or what.Anyway, I'll always remember his fine recommendation -Honey Lemon Tea.

Mom's
Mine.I should totally ordered the Cabonara instead

So overall, the food was decent.

conclusion: Love the ambiance, Love the service-the waiter =X

When it's time to go, the waiter was standing at the entrance. As my father walks by him, he just smiled at my father, and after that , he suddenly puts his hands 180 degree ,smiling and waved goodbye to me. how charming can a waiter be?

Random pics;

Me : OMG OMG? They got sell here one ah?? omg

As simple as that

I want to go ice-skating. so badly =(

My Superhuman

Hey, I know that you're still reading this.

I just want to let you know that I'm truly terribly so sorry for everything that came between us .

though I know we're still not going to talk to each other, please take care , will ya?

Retirement day

It's official! (no, I'm not 18 yet)

I quited my jobbbbbb :D:

now I'm trying to figure out what to do in the next 1 month ohgosh.

maybe I should consult the rott queen @Brenda hahaha.

One thing for sure is I'm not gonna watch my camp disk. saving it for a very emotional moment. =D

er and no, I was not fired; this is what happened this morning .

*phone rings*

Me: yes?

boss: My supervisor told me that you wanna work till May only, is that true?

Me * thinking, okay.... not really true but since I planning to work till 2nd week of june, why not just leave now. makes no difference.* so i said yes

boss:okay =)

me: thanks =)

I miss my vendor neighbors already =( I didn't get the chance to say goodbye =( =( omg sounds so dramatic . I still can see them riteeee...

ps/ I LOVE FRIDAYS! It's friday ...friday....gotta gotta get get down on a FRIDAY <3 RAWR

OMGGGG what to do for the next 30 days @@!!!

I think I'm slimming down already! wohooooo. wah. my hair is like damn frizzy

okay I wanna type more , seems like there's just nothing much going on my life. so boring

And guess what.. wait for it.. wait for itttt

OMGGGGGGOSHHHH

I finally get to touch/feel/eat/smell/taste mouth-watering macaroons XDDDDDDD

It's something that I think everyone should try it before they die hahaha.

And now, I can rest in peace already haha jk

For you people out there who simply just want cheap or should I say just for the sake to taste it - macaroons, you can get it in Berry's Bakery .

what else to write hmmmm...

I guessed I just cut the chat and continue on with my pathetic love novels ;) *ignore DOWKid

Till then,

xoxo

I believe I can fly.

My Day off (like , finally)

after so much of negotiation and black-mailing, i was finally granted one day off! Hurayyy!!

Went Amali with Chicken Mun Mun aka Timun

At first it was so freaking damn boring that I almost fainted. Luckily I brought a friend along if not I don't know how I can open my eyes...it really bores me to death. especially with all those mechanical stuff..let's just say I'm not good in it, every parts looks the same to me and i'm gonna die when my car tayar pancik or when i stuck in the middle of nowhere *scary* Bottom line, I hate mechanical stuff LOL.

It was kinda funny, we were taking turn leaning on each other's shoulder..

Then, we start to camwhore.

yes, so shock.

but then apparently, my face became soooo sooo plum since ns that I rejected most of the pics we took *amen*

After that ,

went snowflake,ss15 with mun yee,brandon,cicak and sok xok

Anonymous : Yo! wanna go yamcha with us on sunday?

Brandon: You are?

Anonymous: Your admirer..

Brandon: huh? oh sry I have a date with **** this sunday =D are you sure you're not mun yee?

Anonymous: huh? who is mun yee? and who is **** I demand to know!! (LMAO)

ps/ we waited for sok xok to come out until I almost killed him (again)

After yam cha, was super tired already.

tired+sore throat= dizzy

I asked cicak to dropped me to Subang Parade to meet up with my family.

It's been so long since I eye the ambiance of Subang Parade.

And they was having this 'Shop for your school 'thingy again.

I don't know what to say about my school =(

After that, we filled our stomachs with alot, i meant alot. of fish

napkins can be soooo cute :D

Monday we dined out and ate this expensive looking fish

that was a half stirred fried and half steam groupa.

okay. reasons why this fish can be intimidating is cause my father is still abit traumatized from the Sekinchan Ikan Bakar that costs my father rm60++ for just one fish...

So we were puzzling how much this fish will cost him.

Me: Papa, you uncover the digit already ah?

Father: haven't but I have a bad feeling that this may be rm50+ , what you think?

Me: maybe rm50-60

sis: rm40

bro: rm52!

mom: rm 40?

*bill amount uncover already*

the price is rm42

Me: wah . anthony got the 2nd number correct! so geng ;O

Till then,

xoxo

you'll never know

Little things that matter

Oh wells,been really lazy to update my partially dead blog.Thats because I was too busy on the weekends. I hate fridays,I really do. Cause my nightmare begins on F R I D A Y and ends on Sunday (which I currently love)of every week . I think it's going to be the total opposite when my class starts ;O

and when it's monday, i'll be too busy dominating the tv or having a korean drama marathon which i missed a lot due to hardcore spm studying last year.

I really am excited and totally looking forward for my class! So exciting ! (I know this sounds weird but I'm exhausted from work and to the point that I'm sick and I feel so un-educated since it's been 6 months didn't study at all ..I cannot deny the fact that I actually love studying.*cough*. Hmmm.)

okay. so let's see. today is 1st of June already. I still don't know how to celebrate my sister's birthday (I want eat nice food =X,screw my diet) now that I'm still working. haih

Let's talk about what happened in May.

My first day of work throughout my whole entire life,seriously. yah. I don't care if you call me a princess..baby, I was born this way hahahaa =.=

errr..1st day was kinda excited+scary+sad+terrifying

facts;

• I tore the silicone glue D: (pic above)
• I screwed up with customer's order (she was not angry)
• sales was depressing as ever

and this happens when I'm too used to pressing calculator.

conclusion is art requires patience , you know ;)

somewhere in May;

had dinner with sis's godparents and parents friends from New Zealand

that was certainly so not a normal dinner;

• It so happen that the purpose of that dinner was about migration to NZ
• The Sri Lanka crab was damn awesome (pic above) I loveee crab.

I would like to made a special announcement here and no,I'm not getting marry (LOL)

I would like to make a special thanks to those..ya ,you.. who came and dropped by to give support and love (lol) on my first week , even first day also alot people. I love you girls/guys ! <3 so touched T.T (lagi lol)

And then, chia ling came and dropped by .

It seems that she forget her e-mail address.

(people forget password, she forget e-mail address. It's hard not to laugh XD)

my feng shui customer. I have some weird customer. expect me to remember numbers @@

thank god I got it right :D

I shall create one for me too lol 5679 taken

A period of time in May;

went yam cha with mun yee, goh cicak and brandon in Old town Kopitiam, Taipan.

had fun with them, just eating ice-cream and chit chatting, gossiping while brandon can actually drink coffee when it's 30 minutes to 12 midnight -,-

I swear, his coffee is super duper thick and black that he suffered from insomnia that night. epic

as he lifted up the cup, he discovered the secret recipe for that epic coffee

don't know what is that (pic above)

As days goes by, work is getting boring and boring each day that I can literally rott.

This is an interesting book . heheheheheheh....I read some of it during work . LOL!!!!

I bought this cause I fa hao, don't know what to drink and the label is so cute. =D

till then,

it sucks to be sick

you're the reason