Monday, September 5, 2011

embarrassment .

Hola non-existing readers :)
my life is just getting more and more boring each day a day pass.

Me? I've not been reading as I used to already.I don't even bother buying my dearly beloved Seventeen magazine already.

At this point of my life, I just feel like throwing myself off a cliff and never have to face the world again.Okay,maybe not now.not today.

As tears are still running through my eyes,the melody of the cartoon spongebob squarepants violin signature sad song is being played in my mind.But still, nothing compares to the lovely graceful melody of Bach Air On G String.

That one sentence that will instantly haunt me for the rest of my life-If I live anyway.

That one word.




....why do I feel like my life is ending.

This torment of emotions is just hard to bare.
I need no one to talk to me in this matter.
I'm aint a kid anymore.

I've dealt with stuffs.

But sometimes, it's nice to have someone there to lend you a shoulder.
Now,I just wanna be alone.
right here,right now , right at this very isolated place of mine.

On the Contrary,darkness is just stalking me.
I don't see any warm humid air.
All I see is the strong beam of agony.

After relentlessly going through 3 period of classes -___-,I feel sighed.

Yes,I'm a huge embarrassment.


Xoxo
thanks for the inspiration