Life is as lifeless a usual . everything seems the same *wth* and I don't know since when I started using this **wth** trust me, it's just the beginning of the *wth* phase in my life.So do expect more *wth*
Wohoo My sissy is coming back this sunday .Oh goodies. And thank god it's just 1 week or else I don't know what will happen to her cause she's freezing and it's like 4 degree Celsius in Korea.
Sissy : What you want me to buy??Here alot beauty products.Here everything also nice T.T
Me : *wth* *everything also nice. *
Anyway, I watched a movie this morning. It was so funny till I have the urge to post it here .U know whats the purpose?
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because all the guys are jerks
Okay lah. not all.. One of YOUsssssssssss . LOL
Back to the topic, it's a really funny romantic comedy .
And I think guys should watch this.
tips on how to actually win a girl's heart? *definitely a yes yes*
Went to Sunway Pyramid for a ber-bonding session with my tuition teacher ,Ms Wei
a very high class yam cha session .
*cough*
MOF
very very very very very very expensive for a yam cha session
tracy : ' why all green wan??? :O'
Me: LMAO
*cough*
please don't kill me
like selling our shoes only
My Hot...........omg I forgot the name of this drink. =_=
ps// AHWAN! I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T POST KTM PART3 YET .
My pillow....stupid pillow..I think it's made out of rock.I don't know how to sleep with this pillow for the next 2 months plus.INSOMNIA.
misses home and someone(forgeting) so much
misses my Subang friends
3 Jan 2011 Monday,
Now very boring.Don't know what to write,think or do. Dreaming also like no meaning.Friend(Brenda) starting complaning already but I really feel like shout the most.The medicine given by the medic here is really effective,my flu and phlem stopped completely(amazing)
misses my school and Sunway Pyramid
4 Jan 2011 Tuesday,
Activities haven't start yet.All we do,so far,today is eat and sleep LOL...and chatting with my friends here.The digi line in here sucks.really low coverage.Yellow man should come National Service too.I still can't accept the fact that I'm actually in NS LOL met alot of cool people here
misses glee and facebook(afraid the fact that I'm going to be tanned)
5 Jan 2011 Wednesday,
I finally accept the fact already.I don't know.I feel that it's kinda fun here.I don't know why I suddenly got excited for the flying fox thingy.And I never have felt this good after taking a shower.Today was our first day wearing our class shoe.It was hilarious.It is kind of like a NS version of a killer heels.
misses opposite USJ8 nasi lemak
6 Jan 2011 Thursday,
so many talks. boring
7 Jan 2011 Friday,
*censored*
This is what you going to be experiencing in the first few days.You're going to miss lots of thing including your school (I KNOW =.=)
Guide to life in KTM
You have to make an effort to say 'Hi'
bring plastic hangers
bring a thermoplast or cup
If you're a big fan of magee tomyam.Bring there
Bring at least rm200/1 month if you plan to go to the Kedai Mesra everyday
Bring your own spoon and fork (incase)
Bring salt,sulphur
Bring shorts (to wear in the dorm, and mine got lost >.<)
Carry a pen at all times( except when you are wearing PT and Loreng )
Smile and laugh at all cost ( Trainers doesn't like our dull face)
TRY to remember everyone's name
You dont really have to eat every meal ( end up gaining fats ,prime example=me)
Bring a torch light
Bring your FACIAL PRODUCTS (so important,I swear , till now my skin haven't recover completely yet)
Bring your own towel,along with your face towel (highly recommended)
Safe a space by don't bring a hair dryer (not allowed,we use natural sunlight/UV ray =.=)
The 1st month was not much. nothing but classes. And boy, we have alot of classes to endure
The 1st one was Character Building .
which was fun.I'm not kidding.
So, there was thing song that they will play each time the CB class start and we have to walk/run/jump/hop/fly/swim to the class before the song end.
It was weird at first when we try to sing it. but after don't know how many class , we got used to it and we LOVE it so much that some of us actually dance.
My teacher was Cikgu Azi and Cikgu Shah. I really like them alot. and cikgu Azi is like the cutest teacher (my opinion lah).
she's like 'tentang apa? tentang SAAAAYYYAAAAA =D SAAAAAYYYAAAA)'
Of course, everyone loves CB class. It just rocks. we don't know how to appreciate it much though,it always happens.
CB class is mostly about ourselves. YA discovering ourselves. (=.=...I know , right)
On the *not sure which* CB class, we were asked to write about an important event take took place in our life that has bring such impact towards our life .back then, we were already separated into groups.
And there is when I met A .He basically took a peek on my freaking book,he taught me a valauble lesson which is don't keep everything to yourself? anyway he's very friendly LOL (he better keep it to himself).Let me say something something about him. Okay. all the malay girls in my dorm is basically crazy over him..I guess'd he was kinda disappointed when I told him abit about his fans(at least I made him happy for a moment by saying he has a few admires ). *haha*But hey, he was voted as most handsome in the camp , so he should cheer up ;) haha I don't know whether I should reveal him anot. oh well,maybe not ;)
you must be wondering who is this mysterious Guy A HAHAHAHAA...
okay , so .moving on,
we got what you called it , KKJ ...aka Kontrak Kita Janji
In the end, we got first place. I swear , we were so spiritually high that I think we could have be cheerleaders instead (jkjk)
HOW CAN I STAY LIKE THIS TILL JULY. ??? SERIOUSLY HOW!!! I WANNA GO CRAZY ALREADY..
everyone starting to study already so If I go work, basically , it's pure loneliness Angela The Lonist
screwww f6 stpm. I'm going foundation!!
How? Tell me how to wait for this long to find my Mr.Right (JKJK xD)
ps/ everyone is moving out from usj1 =( SO SAD . It's like a kampung here already THIS IS SO DEPRESSING. NOBODY ACCOMPANY ME GO SUNWAY AHHHH..SIEW YEN!!!! T_____T
Continuation from my previous blog ok now. this is so last year . literally.All I remembered was the last paper was on Monday and we posponed our trip to Wednesday. And the week after that I was in National Service . And as you realized, the pictures are all jungled up. I hope you don't mind @____@ We went to oh lala The City : Kualalala Lumpur ;) 2D1N It's kinda sad though. 2 days only. We slept over at my sister's place ,we even planned to swim in the very very nice and grand (until can do photo-shooting that type) swimming pool. but then no time. :'( arghh time management. So we were crazy enough to go almost all the shopping malls in ONE day . Our tour guide was of course my sister xD So for our record , we basically went to :
Lot10 food court (super expensive ,dun wan go there d)
Pavillion
Sungai Wang
Berjaya Times Square
Fahrenheit 88
yahhhh..those were the days (I wanna do it again xP )
What we did was we took the bus from usj8 to KL central.Then from KL central ,take the lrt to Setiawangsa where my sissy lives.
note to self: lrt can be very scary >_<" somehow , it keep reminding me of final destination.yiks.
From the 21st floor, this is Setiawangsa point LOL It can be so beautiful
O____o????
we took our brunch in KLCC
The Bukit Bintang walk
those were the days =.= although it's a nice place to do Yoga, but I'm not taking the risk as it's so high-ed up
korean boy love my friend's leg >.<
omg. poser ==
I was trying to meditate
The 2 mun yees xD
what you expect ? we got up so early in the morning and walk whole day summore. duhh
This is when I officially lost it
The very grand lot10 food court. I swear , it's grand! Love the interior in there
Conclusion ,
I don't really like KL.
cause full of :
beggers
scammers ( No, don't ever give your bank account info)
BOOOO! Hehehe. Since I have so much spare time that I can even shake my legs at home all day . I've decided to write about my precious experience in Kem Tegas Mesra Kupulan 1 Siri 8/PLKN survival 101(not really that many? ) guide and of course something that I manage to have wrote in there. tehheee.... Intoduction: AH, the memories. On the first day , I was actually so excited about the whole thing.I don't know why but I was eager to meet new people.I know. Some of them cry upon arrival , some cannot even hold their tears when they are just about to depart as it's their very very first time that they are staying so far apart from their families. How sad rite? OKAY. I was one of those cold-blooded ones. Ya the ones that wont cry . At first, I thought that the camp is just few hours from home. Who knows. freaking 5 hours.Perfect. It's just what I need for my so-called-holiday-getaway.marvelous .okay maybe I'm just being sarcastic about the whole thing. But I have never travel north ,it's always south.So it's like really new to me . As I find a seat and sat down on the bus. I look through the window. I saw families,friends,lovers waving at the bus. It's kinda cool to be in that bus as many people are looking at us. There are many emotions ,some look worried,some happy,some proud and some ..okay most of them are waving happily at us. Somehow, it reminds me of the movie Titanic. Then I met my very first friend in National Service . Yun Wei ..haha I still having difficulties on remembering her name. What thing that you have to worry is that when you can't remember everyone's name while others remember yours. Now that's horrifying enough .I think I just stink at remembering people's names.What to do. Teacher then gave us an envelope with RM15 inside,everyone will have it. I was so sick that I ate horrible mee hoon soup in the RnR at Tapah .I swear I almost vomit.hahaha. After that, we then continue our journey to our very berry destination,Kem Tegas Mesra ,Selama,Perak. I'm still proud of getting kumpulan 1 (HAHA) What I can say is: This freaking camp has 90% nerds. Finally, after 937417094810938401 hours. We had finally reach our destination! WOHOOO (partyly because we are all suffering from 'butt ache' if you know what i mean. The commander and trainers gave a very warm welcome to us . seriously. They're like asking us to make ourselves comfortable and loosen abit, and also forget the outside world. It was so funny. All of us got the zombie face due to over sleeping in the bus. We then proceed with the documents and all . Well. It rain. It freaking rain. We then took shelter . Then we proceed the spot checks and all. The trainer asked me ' you father is a pharmacist ah?' 'nop=.=' Apparently, I brought alot of 'drugs' So they took it away , fear that I will commit suicide( what?) In there, I meet Sarah! My long lost primary school mate. such fate =). We were so lucky to see each other. I got Dorm B and she got DormD ,so our dorm is 2 blocks away rite. well. We got LOST together. It was so funny. Our dorm was actualy so near us at the begining.We didn't realize hahaha.It was pretty embarassing . We got sesated to the guys dorm (well, we didn't enter of course >.<)So at the end , we went in our correct dorm at last
The story is really long if I continue write like this. So I'm just gonna write the imporatant events and everything.
And so, I met them . *hearts* I met some crazy people hahaha.They are not your ordinary 'ns friend' .Each and everyone of them has different personalities. My crazy little chicas. We had so much fun together. Knowing them really does change me (in love wise xD) .We act like we know each other for a very long time when we're not. They are.Family =)
*pays the puppy face cashier* ...... and there goes my happiness. Like everyone says: money is evil. You know what I feel right now. 'Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you will get =)' . I destest it =.=... Me ,going to National Service has totally change my perspective towards life. Of course, now I tend to laugh more. But seriously ,what's the point. what is the whole use of all this crap. laughing doesn't change your life..It's useless. I began to feel hopeless. I'm even begining to feel like I'm this saddist who is also a lonist .wow. It all came in a pakage , I think. What for laughing so much when you know that your life is in jeopardy . what for receiving so much praises when you know that you could have done better in your past life. To some people, laughing may be a good cure for emotional outburst , but do you know that somehow,somewhat in sometime that sooner or later the smile will go off. and soon. you will return back to darkness. a total darkness that will keep your brain stiff .no movement at all. nothing.nada. I'm literally running out of time. In just a glimpse. I then realize that I'm standing in a middle of 2 different path . ohgod. the so-called-road-not-taken. I guess poetry can be so oh-so-meaningful afterall. I don't wan to be that oldman, okay..now what's the different between oldman and old lady . It's pathetic. Sometimes I just wonder how to describe my present situation. Is it so complicated that nobody can come up with a solution to my predicament? Why? WHY?I began to seek god in desperation.till now, no answer. Everyone is asking me to breathe,take my time,just think,make it clear,clear my mind. guess what,None of these above is helping . However, I am uncertain of my situation. Everyone seem calm. WHY??? A Big Big WHY well, you are now witnessing the luck of a middle child . So I have two option. That's the big question . Should I sell of my soul to dearest beloved form6 aka stpm ? I will have goosebumps everytime when I say form6 But then , the name form6 is very grand. People will glance at you and start to look at you differently. I even fear that one that I'll have nightmare about it. It's giving me the creeps >.<" Dearest friend told me that stpm is a 50%50% success. It's like those game. neh The 50% scroll in MapleStory (if you know what I mean) .Once fail, you will have basically nothing. wow. And you will end up whining about how and what you would have done in those past 2 years etc. And when you know that your friends are half-way through their diploma programmes or picking up a degree .that's pure peer pressure. I can go loco just by hearing the sound of that . How terrifying it could be ;O And it it called as 'The Challenge of 2 years' . I just wanna like.. save abit of my father's money . Partly because he deserve a holiday getaway . and partly because I feel disgusted of myself for using so much of his money -.- So yeah. And trust me, I have been doing lots of research lately that I can even declare myself as a google pro (or not! xD) Foundation + Bachelor Business studies :
And I am still clueless on why taylor's journalism is so cheap @____@ Something is so wrong Others like TarC or Utar is just too far . So I can kiss goodbye to those two. Those 2k is just because of my so called proudest 7A's. (what? proudest? I could have 8 for god's sake. 8888888 ..8 is a lucky number =_=) Seriously. MORAL??? My moral get A most of the time T.T This is really saddening because apparently 7 and 8 makes SO MUCH DIFFERENCE that I can just scream each time I'm reminded to it . ISHH So Close Yet So Far Anyway, It's still my proudest . I mean, hey, I was holding a tissue paper and constantly blowing my nose (I sensed pity from the teachers who was monitoring us) while sitting for that deadly exam.And I still manage to juggle all up. That was pretty awesome. Not to mention, thank god for my A and at least a B3 (I know, wth rite) in my English language bacause that was really the worst essay I had even written for the past 2 years , I am not joking.I don't even know what on earth I was writing. And there wasn't any satisfaction at all,instead I was traumatized. I dont know , it's just that each time when I finish my essay ,there's just this satisfactory that runs through my somewhat soul ..This might sound exaggerating ,I know. So now, I'm still on this chair .waiting for an answer from god. Please give me a sign or something
a very high class yam cha session . 
tracy : ' why all green wan??? :O'
*cough*
please don't kill me
like selling our shoes only
My Hot...........omg I forgot the name of this drink. =_=
