Memories

Memories. good or bad one. It has the power to deceive one to believe that memories can be repeated. It can lure a person's thoughts of wanting to go back to that particular moment. But the truth is, it's just an illusion. A stupid illusion where if its a good memory , you're remember that happy moments. If its a bad one, you're remember the darkness within it.Over time, the weaker memory will slowly fade away and be replaced by a stronger one - but the strong one remains. The question is when you miss that memory, do you miss the person or just merely the memory? that particular memory.Often times people just missed the memory and not the person. People change over time. So it's not possible to relive that memory because people change, and things will never be the same. So we just simply want to collect memories to comfort ourselves. But the truth is, no one will be there for you, it's just a stupid idiotic illusion that deceives your state of mind. Your emotions. So the only thing you can do , is to suck it up and treat it as a past because your memories will eventually be deleted , even literally. So stop living your past by holding to memories and live in the present because one day , just one day , it will be gone.

You're my whimsical reverie

Ever felt like you don't know what to write even when there is tons of thoughts overflowing your mind?

xoxo,

just love those shoes so much :)

To a better me

This year , I will be 20 years old.
2 years ago , I was having a thrill in national service .
3 years ago , I was anti-social.
10 years ago , people think I have down syndrome.
14 years ago , I was quiet .

okay. why do I like emo songs?
I guess it's because all this while , I think they truly understand what I felt.
Every tune, every melody and every vibe has became a huge part of my life, inevitably .