From time to time, I bare with the pain.
From time to time, I tolerate things.
From time to time, I hide the pain.
From time to time, you may see me standing strong and pretend like I don't care.
From time to time, I'll lock myself in my room and cover myself with my towel so that I can cry.
That is the actual cycle of my life. I recounts the days when I was in primary school. I was always a victim of a bully I used to sit the same bus with.
From time to time , no one cares.
From time to time, people are ignorant.
From time to time, I always hide the pain from every goddamn person.
And then when it comes to secondary school.
Shit just happens.
From time to time, I was fooled by you and you.
From time to time, I never fail to cry everyday of my beginning form 3 life.
From time to time, I rather keep my issues with myself.
If you think I'm that kind of person who doesn't care about anything. You're wrong.I'm just fed up of this. Maybe it's my fault for being so secretive about these,but seriously I'm just as same as you. I have pain too. I'm that kind of person who will tell you only if you ask.
#Everything happen because I care, I was really down because I cared too much .I said that only is because I was too tired to care and was afraid to be more depressed.It was grieve but not rage . Disappoinment , hurt, loneliness. Only to see that you didn't really notice or something.
