Will I ever stand a chance to recover? 
It just feels like it has been like forever .

Confession of your past

Days and years had past very fast, do you still remember me?

The only song that can remind me of you is sorry I can't smile for you.
The only word that I can think of about you is sorry.

I can't say much.



But all I can say is. Please move on. I'm a bad person.You deserves better.
I'm tired. please forgive me

According to my list of theories, the 1st step to happiness is 

1. To forgive myself

I shall take the next .

    2.To admit my problems.

Yes, everyone have issues in their life. Admitting it may seem like the best choice to make a person feel better about him or herself.

I have psoriasis. Sure,that word doesn't seem to be appeal as scary as what you may be facing now. But , I have psoriasis. After discovering that I have it , I tried to cover as much as I could. I have psoriasis. It is not fatal but it's eating up my life bit by bit.I am very insecure. It is not dandruff. It is not something that you can cure.It takes time and effort. But how could I replenish my energy to take that effort when I'm torn? I have psoriasis. It may be a petty matter to you but it is part of my life now. 

     

The past

I spent the whole morning of mine playing My shops and reading the old blog of mine.

Leaving a few traces of grieve, I find it very entertaining and humorous .

Even a greeting is so cheerful .
I can go continue on with this post now but no.
 There's nothing to write about . Everything just seems so clear.
It was foolish for me to hide every trace of my past.
But it was still my decision after all :')

All you need is just faith

I suddenly have a wake up call.

No, not because of anyone died of something. It is simply because of this extremely moving yet saddening movie I've just watched recently. To my surprise, The Vow depicts the sad truth of life,society and relations.

I can't be sure of my interpretation, but I'd know one thing for sure.

I realize that I must stop punishing myself, waking up to each day thinking about all my problems to such extend of mental agony .

I realize that the world is so beautiful.

I need to take a leap of faith cause not everything will always be the same as they used to .

I need to stop worrying.

I must forgive myself for everything.

I should appreciate what I have now before it become a memory .

I will try to be happy :)

I seriously gotta step out of this pathetic phase of mine . I was not like this. I used to be strong. I think I can get back to the old me. And I seriously don't know since when I become like this.

Looking at the old blog of mine, I wasn't like this.

But this time, I'm determined to be a brighter Angela and will not hide in a toilet cubicle anymore.

I can't make promises, but I will try . I really will.

The theory of impact ;

people need of time off with each other to rediscover themselves all over again.At the end, it is up to the person whether he or she wants to continue the life they have now or move on.

Love,

A

To cherish , To hold

I feel like I just had a spark in my mind.

If I leave you , just remember that I did it under a secret agenda.

My agenda is for you to realize who you are,what you want to be,who you think is important to you and who you want in your life .

Love,

A

Communication

Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to me.

I'd feel happy just by talking.

I like talking.

Even tough when I feel like the whole world is trembling down, at least I have someone to talk to.

It's just a comfort to me.

You don't need to comfort , buy me unnecessary stuffs or anything.

But sometimes , all I need is to just run away from people around me.

When you're alone, you tend see things clearer.

But at the end of the day , it all just ends with talking .

Sincerely,

Angela.